Sad BirthdayIt’s 2 short days before my birthday. Time flies so fast. I never imagined it being my birthday this soon. I used to love my birthday – and imagine it being spent with family, friends and Apple.

Until today.

I never dreaded it this much.

Never hoped that it would come someday else as much. Perhaps some day after this month. I hope that it would be delayed.

Instead I need to suffer my birthday with a heavy heart.

My jacket seems heavier.

My heart is not with my work.

I am at a loss.

Last night was one of the most heart-wrenching nights I’ve had in my life. I rarely do something so beautiful for anyone. And yet the only time I did so, it had to be taken down. Stripped bare. Trampled and spat on.

And I couldn’t do anything about it.

Because I gave it away.

There are lots of things I regret since last night. Things that I thought I will never regret. Things that I loved and cherished and remembered. Now they’re all pieces of faded, burnt-edge photographs in my life’s grand gallery.

What a shame.

So long happy birthday.

Sean Si

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is a motivational speaker and is the head honcho and editor-in-chief of SEO Hacker. He does SEO Services for companies in the Philippines and Abroad. Connect with him at Facebook, LinkedIn or Twitter. Check out his new project, Aquascape Philippines

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